Anonymous: Ive been trying really hard not to have my suicidal thoughts...but they are resurfacing and I am unable to control them. I have people to live for...I don't know what to do. I really don't want to die, I just want my pain to end, but I keep thinking of death...I'm sorry I shouldn't send this but Im not sure what to do..
I wish I could show you how beautiful this world can be. Life is so precious, please cherish it. There may be ups and downs, but it will get better. I promise. There is so much you still have to look forward to.